Some years back my desire to finish my masters in pubic administration is very intense. For me, education is very important. Creating new things for me is very interesting. Learning some ideas is wholesome and fun but somewhere in the process this dream would never realized until today...there are some factors to consider:
* financially hard-up...2 children are still in college, amount/price per unit is not affordable having a low income;
* essence of time ... felt tired when I thought of attending classes after office work and prepare dinner for the family, look into my plants; sweeping, etc...;
* miss bonding with partner - coffee with husband after office hours, casual-petty talk in a hammock;
* miss bonding - with sisters, brothers, and in-laws after office hours;
* out of town travel - to provinces, visit to Mother's hometown, womens organization, seminars, etc...;
* miss some favorite tv shows;
* miss to play game in my cp;
* and all others activities I cannot recall.
Well, maybe I should accept things as they are. Should I? Maybe not. Deep in my heart, I will find time to finish my advance studies someday. Well, I can wait for my children to finish their schooling. Not sooner. I know it will come. But, honestly, honestly speaking, if I have enough/sufficient budget today I will pursue in finishing my post-graduate studies.
Unsaon man wala man gyud ko'y kwarta uy!
